Kourtni's World =]

I miss my husband

2009-07-02T21:04:00.001-04:00

I am really missing my husband today. He's been gone since 06/07/2009. He just made it to Fort sill, ok && I won't be able to talk to him for 2-3 weeks. I am missing him like crazy. He really is the love of my life && I couldn't imagine myself with any body else. I just wish he was here with meh. I feel so alone && I hate it =[ ILOVE YOU WILLIAM!

I missed his phone call.

2009-06-09T22:09:00.003-04:00

Will called me today. Sadly ;; I thought it was someone else or a ad person or something because it was a Ohio number ;; so I didn't think anything of it. I cried when I listened to the voice mail ... =]

New hair color!

2009-06-08T22:00:00.002-04:00

So ;; As we speak... .I'm dying my hair dark brown right now. WOOT! =] I love new colors! hehe... So today was interesting. Will shipped out at 2:30pm today. I lost my cell in the casino .. YET AGAIN! But this time.. No one stole it lol... I actually found it. WOOT! I just kept myself busy today. Did a little shopping. Brought a play boy to my dad in the hospital! hehe.. I had fun though! loved it =] I am deff missing Will. I wrote him one letter so far.. hah ;; poor guy is going to have TONS of letters once I get the damn address! I can't wait to see himm agian =]

The 6 months start =[

2009-06-07T19:07:00.002-04:00

Hey guys! Will left today at 5 pm for 23 weeks & 6 days. =[ It's going to be VERY hard .. I've been crying off & on for the past 2 hours. Ah ;; It started out w/ him leaving at 2 am. So we had plans to be w/ his mom && see my dad & anything, then his recruiter called && told him he had to leave at 5pm. Oh my god ;; Ahh .. I don't know what to say =[ I'm just sad.

I walked!!

2009-06-06T18:17:00.001-04:00

Hey Guys!!! So today was the first day that I actually walked in my boot w/ out my crutches. I went up two flights of stairs && walked from the truck to my room! It was amazing! =]

It really takes alot out of you though! Oh my ... It was ALOT of work! Ughh.. but I loved it! WOOT!!

B E A utiful (:

2009-06-04T18:54:00.003-04:00

So ;; I had my doctor's appointment today at 10:40am. It was good. Dr. Foster told me that I was having surgery ( 7/2/2009 ) to get my screw out of my ankle. Then I have two follow appointments. A few weeks AFTER my surgery .. Then I'm going to start Physical Thearpy && Start walking without my boot. WHICH MEANS :: that I will be able to wear my "FEEL BETTER SHOES"! WOOTTT!!!

I can't wait.. hehe.. Then we went to see dad. He is doing amazing. He was sitting up && reading the newspaper. Even joked around! =] That's the best I've seen dad since he's been in there. He said this is the first time he has felt AWAKE since he's been in the hospital! So ;; I'm glad. I'm going to do his nails tomorrow =] Clean them lol ...

Ahh ;; But as of right now ;; I'm laid back watching "BROTHER BEAR 2" .. I love this movie! =] heheee... && I think I gotta pee.. hehe... I probably should use the rest room now! lol I think I might... Alright! =] I talked myself in to it!

In pain today =[

2009-06-03T18:19:00.002-04:00

Hey! So I went to work this morning at 7am. It was my FIRST time that I actually stood && walked around without sitting except for like twice for a few minutes. My leg is in ALOT of pain && my foot is swollen. It kinda sucks =[ ...

Then we went to see Daddy! He's DOING ALOT BETTER TODAY!! I met his "Big Boss" at work. Dad was doing Physical Thearpy when I walked in && he ate alot more today && his color was tons better! He was laughing && joking! It was good to see that.

Then we went to the Race Track && I lost $20.00 of Will's money! hah .. It did keep us busy for about a hour. I had fun though ;; we had to keep our selfs busy in till dad was doing with his Physical Thearpy.

Now ;; I'm at home relaxing. My leg is swollen && I'm very tired today. I didn't sleep much last night.. I just kept tosing and turning. Will leaves here in like 5 days =[ I am very sad... 6 months without him is going to kill me! OMG! ;; I just don't know if I'm really ready! Ughh ...

I have my doctor's appointment in the A.M. ... I hope it goes well && he says my leg is doing AMAZINGLY better! Ughh.. Can't wait! =]

So fresh so clean =]

2009-06-02T15:27:00.002-04:00

So today ;; I wake up && my mom is just "Blah" ... Since my dad has been in the hospital ;; she's let all the power of what my dad had control just go to her head! I love her ;; but blah! She drives me nuts! Ahh ;; Any way. My dad had his surgery today. They told me that he is doing very well today. They pulled puss from his knee. It was a good surgery though. He's a little out of it.

The power went out today for a few hours. The lines caught fire && the woods. It was interesting. That hasn't happened before! Jarred && Jason was down there helping out while waiting for Alleghany Power && the fire company got there. Apparently, the house across the street's yard is burnt pretty bad. If it wasn't for Jason ; by helping keep the fire down ; a house would of burnt! Ahh ;; True story.

Will is at work till 7pm. His Sgt called today && we're supposed to be getting my birth certificate from TN. Will needs it for basic.

So I guess I'm just going to relax =[ & wait for him to get home. Continue watching this " A haunting ". I think I've seen this one though... Ahh ;; Oh well.

Fresh updates =]

2009-06-02T01:48:00.002-04:00

So guys! I haven't updated this in forever... So I think I'm going to start && let you guys know what's new in my life! =]

Well ;; I'm healing VERY good from the accident. I am in a boot && just started taking steps! It won't be much longer! I actually have a appointment on the 4th of this month! Wish me luck!

Will && I got married on the 6th of May, 2009. It was amazing && I couldn't be happier! He is leaving here in 6 days to go to the Army =[ That I am not too excited about. It's going to be hard && I will miss him more than anything! But I'm going to stay strong! =]

Dad's in the hospital. He's very sick. He had kidney failure && liver damage && infection && knee issues && he's diabetic! He starts surgery tomorrow at 11am && he's in ICU! It's ALOT going on with him. I love him though && he's getting better day by day.

Wheel Chair Fun =]

2009-03-08T15:44:00.002-04:00

Ms. Lisa got me a wheel chair =] Woot! It's great, I can now move around and go different places other than my bed. I am finally resting on the couch and rolling around and trying to help. A couple more months and things will be better. I hope! Anyway , I went to Food Lion yesterday to get a few groceries and I saw Christie! =] YAY! I was excited. I can't wait to go to work! Ehh, it sucks.

Doctor's Appointment

2009-03-05T13:14:00.004-05:00

So ; Yesterday, I had a doctors appointment. The doctors said it was TOO early to tell but it does look like it is healing fine. If my bones don't heal and fill in the gaps though, then I will have to have a fusion - which means I won't be able to drive anymore because I won't be able to move my ankle up and down and of course it's the leg you need for driving =[ - that's a bummer! They removed the stiches which kind of hurt. The ones of the side were in TIGHT, so yeah ; Painful! The doctors did show us the X - rays from before the 1st surgery, and the X - rays from yesterday and it was a HUGE difference. He started with a hot mess. My one bone was out 8 cm , out of my leg. Ehh -- There is a screw in my ankle and a metal rod on one of my main bones in my leg. Then he grabbed the big metal peice on my leg and lifted it and shook it, I was freaking out this WHOLE time about not hitting it and then he does that and said it wouldn't bother me. =]

Mr. William started at my work today =] I'm excited, so WHEN I get to go back to work ; well work together! -] YAY I'm excited. I love him sooo much! He's amazing to me, and I couldn't ask for better =]

I have a doctors appointment tomorrow for my period. I haven't had it since 12/24/08 - and the sharp pain in my stomach from the accident, I believe. So ; I'm having that checked out , i'll let you guys know! =]

.x. My WonDeRFuLl DaY .x.

2009-03-03T18:04:00.002-05:00

So ; my mom got me some coloring books today. It has kept me pretty busy. I kinda miss being a kid and being able to doing things EVERYDAY so care free. It 's amazing to be able to do things care free. My leg was kind of hurting REALLY bad today. I took some pain killers - It kind of hurt, regardless of the pain killers. My mom is having marriage problems, so she stayed a while over here. Apparently Donnie ( her husband ) is mad at her because SHE hit him Friday. Hah - Anyway ; She got me Mickey Mouse Club House ; Arthur and Peter Pan Coloring Books! I feel like I'm 4 agian! WOOT =] Good feeling. I wish I didn't break my leg... I'm going to have metal in my leg no matter what now =[ I'm going to be setting metal detecotrs of left and right now. I spelt that really wrong. I kinda feel that my relationship with Will is strain. Since , I brke my leg and I haven't been able to do much, I feel like there isn't much there for me and Will. Maybe it's my in secutires because of knowing that he could easily find someone alot better, and someone who isn't stuck on a bed for 5 months. I know he loves me ; I'm just scared. I can't stop thinking about that. I love him more than anyone would ever know. He's amazing ; I wish I could do something for him =[ I do ...

Accident update =]

2009-03-02T21:40:00.004-05:00

Ok ; I was in a accident Friday , Feb 20, 2009. That morning I worked 7am - 3:30pm. I was excited to be getting off. I was planning on going to my mom's and picking up my fiance to go get gas for the car, so I could open the following morning. I pulled in to Sheetz, which is like a half a mile from my work and put $5.00 of gas in to my car; just enough to make it back home. I went to pull out of Sheetz and I ended up wrecking in back of a White Pick up truck, that was at a dead stop. I'm not sure if I fell asleep or blacked out. I broke my right leg. I had to have emergency surgery. I have a metal rod in my leg and they have told me I will be out of work for about 4-5 months and a year of physical thearpy. =[ I'm not looking to forward to the long road, so I decided to start one of these. That way; if I have any feelings while I lay in bed not moving or going out - I can get all my feelings out. It's going to be hard going from moving around every day and working to just laying in a bed 24/7 and having to use a walker to go anywhere. I can't wait till I can get passed the pain and move foward and be able to walk agian. I'm even missing work! =]